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i don't really know what to say in this post. just thought i would update since i haven't done it in a month. i remember a time when my posts used to be funny and whatnot, but i don't know what to joke about anymore. i guess my sense of humor is dwindling. school is a total pain in the ass. nothing can prepare you for how ridiculous college is. my college experience sucks even more because it mostly consists of constant work with no fun to balance it out. my weekends freakin' suck most of the time because i struggle to find shit to do and it usually ends up in failure. having no social life is awesome. without the social life at college i would go crazy even though college is making me crazy anyway. i can't win! i really regret not living in a dorm. i know there are a lot of drawbacks to it, but it's so hard to get close to people during class. it's almost impossible really. if i was in a dorm i would have weekend plans and i would have close friends that i could hang out with. hell, meeting girls would be a helluva lot easier too. i'm fucked in so many ways. yay! if anyone wants to hang out let me know cause i am a fuckin' loser.