I know, I suck
It's been forever and ever since I last updated. Most of you probably don't even read my eljay anymore, but I totally forgive you because I am the world's biggest slacker.
Anyway, I read back a while through my journal and I never really say anything very interesting do I? It's all pretty mundane and boring bullshit, as I can now see. Oh well, such is my life, hahaha.
Wow, so last time I updated was late June. What's been going on...? I met the love of m life, for starters, lol. No seriously, I kid you not. I'm not talking about some lusty little crush or some recent infatuation... NO. I'm in love with this boy more than anything. I have no analogies to describe how much I love him. His name is Victor Carbonell and he's 23, Cuban, has the most amazing green eyes, and he makes me way happy. Sounds revolting to you, huh? Too bad, I love it. We've been dating for about three months now, and I am moving in with him and his other two roommates at the beginning of September. I'm so happy, you have no idea. It's great to be this happy.
What else, what else. Oh, right, two days ago I finally got my tonsils out, and it sucks a lot. The pain, the not being able to swallow, the drugs, the lack of sleep, and of course the vomiting is just the tip of the iceberg that is my miserable state of existence right now. You know how when you're about to cry and you get that painful lump in your throat? Yeah, it feels kind of similar to that. But like, 100 times worse, hahaha.
Wednesday I got my first tattoo. It's something that Jeff and I drew up together. It's a traditional looking Japanese girl sitting with a Kitsune on her lap. The Kitsune is a Japanese fox spirit, and the ones that grow to be at least 1000 years old grow nine tails. Like the one I have. The really powerful ones could transform into beautiful women and bewitch gullible men into doing their bidding. Pretty cool, if you ask me. So far only the line work is done, but I'll go in soon to get it all finished up. I really like it. If you want to see a pic of it so far, just go to my myspace account. There's one there I think.
My birthday approaches once more, yay! 19 is like the transitional age between all the cool ages, so it's not like, groundbreaking or anything, but it's still my birthday. I asked Ed for a laptop, but I might just change my mind and ask for a new desktop instead. Cheaper, I guess. I asked my mom for hair extensions. I'm going to dye my hair black and get black extensions with blonde streaks throughout it. Long too, like ass-length. I'm excited.
I bought my brother Kieran this online game called City of Heroes that Victor really likes... although that punk somehow neglected telling me that you gotta pay $14.95 a month for that crap. Ah well, it's pretty fun I guess. Kieran is now living with us full-time. His dad and Angela moved to Seattle, but we did some dance with lawyers and paperwork and now he's staying with us. He started 8th grade on Thursday at Sabin. He really likes it so far, and he already knows some kids there, so it's not like he's all alone all the time, you know? I think this is just what he needed. Haha, he refused to do anything with his hair on the first day of skool (horrifying!) but after I told him that chicks totally dig faux hawks, he had his hair up the very next day. Ah, 13 year old boys. Hahaha.
I've been trying to get a job at Cingular, since Victor's awesome sister Tabatha works at one and has some sweet hookups, but the process is going pretty slow so far. I really hope that I get it though, because I'm realizing that working as a waitress when you're no longer living under the roof of your parents doesn't really pay as much as it once did. So we'll see. I had to take two weeks off anyway from work because of my tonsils, so my pay check is going to be really tiny. Man, I need cash.
I really do need it, since Victor is taking me to Florida, specifically Miami and Orlando, the week of my birthday. I have to save a ton for that. I'm so excited though. It's been ages since I was last at a beach, and I miss it so much. I could do without even going to Disney World if I could at least spend one day chilling at the beach. That is paradise, right there.
Well, it's starting to get late, and I'm feeling a bit sick. I better go to bed, although I already know I won't sleep much. Goddamn drugs.
Anyway, I read back a while through my journal and I never really say anything very interesting do I? It's all pretty mundane and boring bullshit, as I can now see. Oh well, such is my life, hahaha.
Wow, so last time I updated was late June. What's been going on...? I met the love of m life, for starters, lol. No seriously, I kid you not. I'm not talking about some lusty little crush or some recent infatuation... NO. I'm in love with this boy more than anything. I have no analogies to describe how much I love him. His name is Victor Carbonell and he's 23, Cuban, has the most amazing green eyes, and he makes me way happy. Sounds revolting to you, huh? Too bad, I love it. We've been dating for about three months now, and I am moving in with him and his other two roommates at the beginning of September. I'm so happy, you have no idea. It's great to be this happy.
What else, what else. Oh, right, two days ago I finally got my tonsils out, and it sucks a lot. The pain, the not being able to swallow, the drugs, the lack of sleep, and of course the vomiting is just the tip of the iceberg that is my miserable state of existence right now. You know how when you're about to cry and you get that painful lump in your throat? Yeah, it feels kind of similar to that. But like, 100 times worse, hahaha.
Wednesday I got my first tattoo. It's something that Jeff and I drew up together. It's a traditional looking Japanese girl sitting with a Kitsune on her lap. The Kitsune is a Japanese fox spirit, and the ones that grow to be at least 1000 years old grow nine tails. Like the one I have. The really powerful ones could transform into beautiful women and bewitch gullible men into doing their bidding. Pretty cool, if you ask me. So far only the line work is done, but I'll go in soon to get it all finished up. I really like it. If you want to see a pic of it so far, just go to my myspace account. There's one there I think.
My birthday approaches once more, yay! 19 is like the transitional age between all the cool ages, so it's not like, groundbreaking or anything, but it's still my birthday. I asked Ed for a laptop, but I might just change my mind and ask for a new desktop instead. Cheaper, I guess. I asked my mom for hair extensions. I'm going to dye my hair black and get black extensions with blonde streaks throughout it. Long too, like ass-length. I'm excited.
I bought my brother Kieran this online game called City of Heroes that Victor really likes... although that punk somehow neglected telling me that you gotta pay $14.95 a month for that crap. Ah well, it's pretty fun I guess. Kieran is now living with us full-time. His dad and Angela moved to Seattle, but we did some dance with lawyers and paperwork and now he's staying with us. He started 8th grade on Thursday at Sabin. He really likes it so far, and he already knows some kids there, so it's not like he's all alone all the time, you know? I think this is just what he needed. Haha, he refused to do anything with his hair on the first day of skool (horrifying!) but after I told him that chicks totally dig faux hawks, he had his hair up the very next day. Ah, 13 year old boys. Hahaha.
I've been trying to get a job at Cingular, since Victor's awesome sister Tabatha works at one and has some sweet hookups, but the process is going pretty slow so far. I really hope that I get it though, because I'm realizing that working as a waitress when you're no longer living under the roof of your parents doesn't really pay as much as it once did. So we'll see. I had to take two weeks off anyway from work because of my tonsils, so my pay check is going to be really tiny. Man, I need cash.
I really do need it, since Victor is taking me to Florida, specifically Miami and Orlando, the week of my birthday. I have to save a ton for that. I'm so excited though. It's been ages since I was last at a beach, and I miss it so much. I could do without even going to Disney World if I could at least spend one day chilling at the beach. That is paradise, right there.
Well, it's starting to get late, and I'm feeling a bit sick. I better go to bed, although I already know I won't sleep much. Goddamn drugs.