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fjkdsla;ghajasgjklsjdf i am so frustrated. i don't honestly know what to do. i feel like i had a legitimate reason to be angry at you, but when i try to explain myself, it seems like the words that i say just make no kind of sense whatsoever. and i so don't want to be angry anymore, and last night i stopped being angry, but since i talked to you last, i got mad again, because you just didn't understand what i was saying, and it seemed like you got frustrated at me for trying to explain myself. which, in turn, got me all frustrated. and alksjgja i am so frustrated at being frustrated! and i understand that yeah, you can't really go out a lot because of this whole retarded probation thing, but goddamnit i have a lot of shit to get done today and i reeeeeally want to graduate. i'm sorry that last night was lame, and i'm sorry that i lost my temper, but i just want you to understand that the things you kept saying kept making me even more pissed. and i was so depressed after that, ahhhhhhhhh it drives me insane. i don't want you to be mad at me anymore, i just want you to understand. is that too much to ask? i don't know what to do...