Jan 09, 2005 18:39
Ok, I give FULL permission for you to laugh at what I watched today. Its pretty lame. Scratch that......really lame. But, once I'm "lean, strong and healthy" and can kick your boochie, then it will be worth it. Oh what fun it is to throw some 80's/90's workout video into the mix. I have just learned that muting workout videos and listening to disco is quite the grand substitute.
But I digress...
Yesterday Martha (Julie's best friend) got married. Sunrise, Sunset, eh? I remember playing wolves and horses with her and the sisters. Crawling around the living room floor baying at the "moon" when we were still in our elementary days. The dress-up too. I think that was the weirdest wedding I've ever been to.This is simply because of that fact. Plus....all of my sisters friends are all dating/getting married. This wedding was just the start.
(But I am so happy for her!)
Then, all I could think about was...In a few years.....this will happen to me! Friends will be hooking up, getting married. Right and left. That's scary, to me. Not that I don't think they should/can get married (no no!)...it's just...well geez, must I explain? Its just a weird thought. I still feel like a kid, or so close to my carefree days (even though, I will be honest, high school can be carefree). Which of my friends will tie that knot first? Oh! The drama! But it will be good drama! Odd drama too...
Then I come to wonder about myself. Although I have plans in mind for myself (a life of happy, and content singleness, to be quite frank), what will God choose?
Ah...to heck with it. There is time, and I'm still having fun with these high school years...
Dancing with those Moore girls was a treat. That's all I have to say!