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Regret.
That is all I have left.
I miss Tyler and It's driving me crazy.
I don't have that intense love for my husband, the type a wife should have. I don't want to even touch him. lucky for me he's a billion miles away in the Navy.
Am I emotionally cheating on him? Since I don't really love him? I mean, I haven't seen Tyler since October. So of course I'm not really cheating. Mentally though...... UGH
Everything is a huge mess.
Why did I do this?
I can't even come crawling back this time and whats worst is Tyler probably thinks I don't love him.
I hate myself. Officially.
I hate my life.
That is all I have left.
I miss Tyler and It's driving me crazy.
I don't have that intense love for my husband, the type a wife should have. I don't want to even touch him. lucky for me he's a billion miles away in the Navy.
Am I emotionally cheating on him? Since I don't really love him? I mean, I haven't seen Tyler since October. So of course I'm not really cheating. Mentally though...... UGH
Everything is a huge mess.
Why did I do this?
I can't even come crawling back this time and whats worst is Tyler probably thinks I don't love him.
I hate myself. Officially.
I hate my life.