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Hey all i am sitting at home with my little sisters staying the night. My dad had a mild heart attack tonight. It hasn't even been two weeks since he got out of surgery for the first one. At least this time he had his nitro with him. And a good thing he didn't have to take three or i would be sitting at the hospital again right now. It worries me that my little sister won't be able to be with my dad as long as the rest of us have. I also worry that maybe he won't live past 50 which hurts, cause right now alot of people are dying, those who are close to noah or those close to me or a friend of mine.I just want all of my sisters and i to walk down the aisle on our wedding days and i am begining to think that won't happen. And then i fear that i may need to take my mom and my siblings under my wing just to keep them off the street.
And then i was cleaning the room in which noah used to sleep in and found the photo album of him and his ex. And i starte to think that me and him don't have anytime to go out and do anything we want to and take pictures of it to remember the good times. In fact we don't have any pictures of us at all. I hate being overconsumed by work and family problems right now.
On a happier note me and noah have finally ajusted to living together and i would like to invite everyone over for dinner some time soon. Or for a day to just hang out. I miss having everyone together. Well i must go. I love you all and i hope that all is well with you and that life is great.
And then i was cleaning the room in which noah used to sleep in and found the photo album of him and his ex. And i starte to think that me and him don't have anytime to go out and do anything we want to and take pictures of it to remember the good times. In fact we don't have any pictures of us at all. I hate being overconsumed by work and family problems right now.
On a happier note me and noah have finally ajusted to living together and i would like to invite everyone over for dinner some time soon. Or for a day to just hang out. I miss having everyone together. Well i must go. I love you all and i hope that all is well with you and that life is great.