not goin to cos today cus i quit life or wait cus i dotn have gas to get there..cute

[dirtyblondie06]

havn't updated in a long while.....but well that's just pretty much because i have been indecisive with my self alot latly so i decided to quite at life....okay so im about to hurt this boy really bad adn i dotn want to but idk waht i want and all i kno is it's not waht he wants...so idk waht to do cus im not about to hurt him...hes way too nice for all that...and i dotn kno hwy the fuck it is that i never want what i already have...i only want what i can't have what the hell...adn as soon as i realize that i can have something i just dont even give a damn about it anymore and i want its friend who has a girlfriend..l0l...im not kidding tho...im am becoming a really mean person for real...i keep doing mean things to people all of the time and i dotn mean to...maybe it's because this one boy was soooooo mean to me before when i was just so nice and innocent and gulible and he wore some of his meaness off on my and now i feel like a complete monster...idk what to do..i need to be locked up really tight in a confined room so i cna't hurt anyone else...

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