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I realised that there is no difference between me and anyone else. Why the fuck am I sitting around acting like I'm better than everyone else, and can do better and DESERVE better when I could have spent that time happy?
I don't deserve better. All I deserve is to be happy, and he makes me happy, so what the fuck am I doing.
I kept trying to beat Karen, because she has Tony, but then I realized I was driving myself crazy and who the fuck cares what Karen thinks, and I'm happy with L, and that's all that matters. I'm happy. And I don't care about beating anyone, and I shouldn't.
I don't deserve better. All I deserve is to be happy, and he makes me happy, so what the fuck am I doing.
I kept trying to beat Karen, because she has Tony, but then I realized I was driving myself crazy and who the fuck cares what Karen thinks, and I'm happy with L, and that's all that matters. I'm happy. And I don't care about beating anyone, and I shouldn't.