legs, you're with ducky.
it makes me sad when no one updates for a few days because then i have nothing to read and no one to stalk ...and now i'm forced to write an entry of my own. gosh.
i think i've been slapped in the face by the optimism fairy. i'd like to think so, at least. i find that lately i've been appreciating life a lot more and making the most of what's around. i just feel happy more often and even when things are kind of blah, i find myself stopping and trying to find something positive to come out of it. maybe i'm turning over a new leaf. i mean, i was never a morbid and sad person to begin with, but genuine happiness is hard to come by. most of the time i think we fake the authentic and just act the way we want others to see us, but its hardly ever real. for once, i feel like i'm being 100% real. it's refreshing.
i called my mom this morning and we had a good laugh because it's apparent that i'm slowly but surely turning into her. it's funny how that happens. pretty soon i'll be going to sleep at 7:30 and asking my friends what they're deepest aspirations are and if they are really happy. haha, aww mom.
last weekend i went to gainesville to play lacrosse which was the longest and most random trip ever. it's one of those things you tell your friends about and you laugh but you're like 'yeah, i'll never do that again.' gainesville is probably the worst place ever and i'm glad i didn't end up there for school. it's about 5 hours away from miami, 6 1/2 with the almost inevitable traffic...so it's basically a death trap. we got lucky with the weather though so i got tan from playing outside. after our games on saturday i went to west palm to spend the night with my aunt. it was so fun. her house is finished and she's in the process of moving in and the guest house is on its way to becomming my little area. it's just so cute and comfortable- the perfect home away from home. being able to relax and have some home cooked food was the perfect recovery from silly gainesville.
lauren and carrie are coming in ONE week! i'm soo excited! i can't believe spring break is already so close. i can't wait for them to see my school and miami and west palm and everything. it's going to be so nice to be in my favorite place with some of my favorite people. it's also going to be really fun for them to meet amanda because i know they'll all get along and have fun. and, i'm going to take a second and brag..i fucking love hot weather and so to me, we have the best weather ever. :)
this weekend, chris is visiting so amanda's really excited and i'm happy for her. i'm rooming with katie while he's here, which is going to be an adventure in and of itself since we're both nuts and her roommate is the funniest person alive. we both have a lot of work to do though so we'll probably spend most of our time loving to learn and going crazy. same old, same old.
i'm waiting for my laundry- i put it in the dryer an hour ago but it did't dry because the dryer hates me, so i had to switch it and now i'm hoping this other one works and it finishes before my class. hahaha yayyy. and only 1 elevator is functioning, so that's a never-ending battle. i strongly dislike elevators and dryers.
:dance dance:
i think i've been slapped in the face by the optimism fairy. i'd like to think so, at least. i find that lately i've been appreciating life a lot more and making the most of what's around. i just feel happy more often and even when things are kind of blah, i find myself stopping and trying to find something positive to come out of it. maybe i'm turning over a new leaf. i mean, i was never a morbid and sad person to begin with, but genuine happiness is hard to come by. most of the time i think we fake the authentic and just act the way we want others to see us, but its hardly ever real. for once, i feel like i'm being 100% real. it's refreshing.
i called my mom this morning and we had a good laugh because it's apparent that i'm slowly but surely turning into her. it's funny how that happens. pretty soon i'll be going to sleep at 7:30 and asking my friends what they're deepest aspirations are and if they are really happy. haha, aww mom.
last weekend i went to gainesville to play lacrosse which was the longest and most random trip ever. it's one of those things you tell your friends about and you laugh but you're like 'yeah, i'll never do that again.' gainesville is probably the worst place ever and i'm glad i didn't end up there for school. it's about 5 hours away from miami, 6 1/2 with the almost inevitable traffic...so it's basically a death trap. we got lucky with the weather though so i got tan from playing outside. after our games on saturday i went to west palm to spend the night with my aunt. it was so fun. her house is finished and she's in the process of moving in and the guest house is on its way to becomming my little area. it's just so cute and comfortable- the perfect home away from home. being able to relax and have some home cooked food was the perfect recovery from silly gainesville.
lauren and carrie are coming in ONE week! i'm soo excited! i can't believe spring break is already so close. i can't wait for them to see my school and miami and west palm and everything. it's going to be so nice to be in my favorite place with some of my favorite people. it's also going to be really fun for them to meet amanda because i know they'll all get along and have fun. and, i'm going to take a second and brag..i fucking love hot weather and so to me, we have the best weather ever. :)
this weekend, chris is visiting so amanda's really excited and i'm happy for her. i'm rooming with katie while he's here, which is going to be an adventure in and of itself since we're both nuts and her roommate is the funniest person alive. we both have a lot of work to do though so we'll probably spend most of our time loving to learn and going crazy. same old, same old.
i'm waiting for my laundry- i put it in the dryer an hour ago but it did't dry because the dryer hates me, so i had to switch it and now i'm hoping this other one works and it finishes before my class. hahaha yayyy. and only 1 elevator is functioning, so that's a never-ending battle. i strongly dislike elevators and dryers.
:dance dance: