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i should be writing a paper for georgetown euro civ, but it is probably more important to let you guys know how much my feet hurt.
i used to be kind of freaked out by all the stuff i have to do, but now i'm shocked by how comfortable i am with it. i practice my arias and i can imagine myself, singing them and not being afraid. everything just gets done. it's not even that i'm so efficient or some kind of a genius, i just feel like i'm getting to the point where i am grown up enough to just do what i have to do. it's kind of strange. i miss my grandmother a lot, i thought about her when i was walking home from work and how much i wish she could see me growing up to be the kind of woman she wanted me to be. it hurts but i feel better knowing how proud she would be.
life just keeps going and going, today it was 56 degrees out but there was still ice enough to make me trip. i can't decide if the world is really simple or complicated, i don't know how much i'd know either way, anyway.