Mar 06, 2011 11:34
I'd like very much to say that I've changed a lot. But, I'm not so sure. I still see myself struggling with the same issues, and for the most part I am. I can't say last week's fiasco was much help in trying to push me forward. Yet, it helped me accept things that are central to me:
I can be easily influenced.
I have a hard time letting things go.
And I'm resolute in making changes to my life.
I opened for the first time as well, it was strange to say the least. However, it was enlightening. I really am my biggest obstacle, and my harshest critic. I would like to think that it keeps me on my feet, but the truth is that it only makes me more insecure and weak to face any challenge. I have to be my biggest support, who else will unconditionally?
Three more months, just three more.