I say hello, and you say goodbye.
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******: you have to promise to me
8:52 PM manisha
are you there?
8:53 PM ?????
manisha
manisha
...........
manisha
please
8:54 PM you are freasking me out
freaking*
me: im here sorry
******: god damn
me: my mom called me
******: fuck
now
me: im sorry
******: of all times
me: It was to give her my report card
******: you put a period in your status
very symbolic
i thought
8:55 PM you had gone and done it
me: haha no
I'll think about it, I really will
******: ok
manisha
8:56 PM even if you think your parents dont care about you
you still have a lot of people that do
me: What, like 2?
******: no
you have me
I can't believe this was from only this year. When you actually cared about me. When you were the only one who would stop me from doing something completely irrational and stupid. Where are you now? Our egos keep us apart, a beautiful friendship down the drain as a result. Why must your demands be so excessive, when the whole issue isn't even pertinent anymore. Why must I be so selfish?
I realize that senior year is the hardest. We choose who's company is important to us as we leave to explore the world. Is it then selfish for me to say that I need your friendship the most? Atleast to keep me sane when I feel like I'm losing all rationale? The truth is whenever I see you, my heart tends to slump. You do realize don't you, that all I want to do is jump up and give you a bone crushing hug and start a never ending conversation. Like we used to, I miss the days when we would go on our long walks to random places. Our discussions of morality, your counseling, talking about life and living it. And today as I was clearing my conversation logs, I stumbled to ours. It makes me laugh, some of the things that would consume me then. Now, thoughts of our lost friendship consume me.
And the saddest thing is that I know that you don't ever think of me.
******: you have to promise to me
8:52 PM manisha
are you there?
8:53 PM ?????
manisha
manisha
...........
manisha
please
8:54 PM you are freasking me out
freaking*
me: im here sorry
******: god damn
me: my mom called me
******: fuck
now
me: im sorry
******: of all times
me: It was to give her my report card
******: you put a period in your status
very symbolic
i thought
8:55 PM you had gone and done it
me: haha no
I'll think about it, I really will
******: ok
manisha
8:56 PM even if you think your parents dont care about you
you still have a lot of people that do
me: What, like 2?
******: no
you have me
I can't believe this was from only this year. When you actually cared about me. When you were the only one who would stop me from doing something completely irrational and stupid. Where are you now? Our egos keep us apart, a beautiful friendship down the drain as a result. Why must your demands be so excessive, when the whole issue isn't even pertinent anymore. Why must I be so selfish?
I realize that senior year is the hardest. We choose who's company is important to us as we leave to explore the world. Is it then selfish for me to say that I need your friendship the most? Atleast to keep me sane when I feel like I'm losing all rationale? The truth is whenever I see you, my heart tends to slump. You do realize don't you, that all I want to do is jump up and give you a bone crushing hug and start a never ending conversation. Like we used to, I miss the days when we would go on our long walks to random places. Our discussions of morality, your counseling, talking about life and living it. And today as I was clearing my conversation logs, I stumbled to ours. It makes me laugh, some of the things that would consume me then. Now, thoughts of our lost friendship consume me.
And the saddest thing is that I know that you don't ever think of me.