Smoothies Anyone?
Putting aside everything going for this summer. Whats happened to us, or just simply everyone? These masks that we put on. Going to a party just to talk crap about everyone else, are you just trying to boost your self confidence? I admit I go with the flow, but thats just me. I avoid conflicts, I like to lose myself in whatever I'm doing. What's your excuse?
Anywho I need to vent and that's exactly what I'm going to do. I want to escape this heat, this terrible atmosphere, and basically all these fake activities. How is it that Brokencyde is always my vent music? Just eugh blech I want someone genuine, how is it that the only person that is...it's just too hard being friends with them? Why is my life such a joke, pretty much every oxymoron thrown into a blender.
I'm keeping these short. I'm not here to right an essay, so yea take a peek at my life. I dislike, quite strongly not knowing motivations that spur such odd actions. Why the hell are you back now? When you're just a liar, what do you want? And YOU, what message are you trying to show me? I hate hate mixed signals, I didn't sign up for some quiz show...so you can stop playing. You "loved" me, let's get married blah blah let's not play house at the moment, alright?
I love how people who try to spend almost every day with you are also the ones that stab you in the back daily. I would confront you, but honey you're not worth the time. Matter of fact, you're not worth half of what you think you are. We're so "freaking similiar" right? Haha, I wish you could even be half of the character I am.