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Apr 17, 2010 11:24

What am I waiting for?
Spend my life planning the things I'll do,
the person I'll be when the timing is right.
Wake up and you're in your twenties.
Haven't really changed since 19.
Still thinking your life is going to fall in your lap one day like
Oh there you are! I was getting worried!
It's never going to be like that, stupid.

This is all you've got and there is not going to be some magic day where you get to finally put things in their place. This is the universe. This is gravity, you're in orbit. You're constantly moving so don't think you have time to wait around for the next train. This is your train and it's not going to wait for you and your dilly-dallying.

Your excuses, your lack of conviction.

Don't worry about what you're going to do or where you're going. You'll know when you get there. You're capable, adaptable, passed the physical, a-okay.

There are no winners or losers just what you do and what you don't. Everyone is not laughing at you.

What more do you really want than to be moving, to be loving something new. It's never the same. It feels like the first time. This is what we are here for, all bullshit aside.We are here to find people and love them with our whole lives no matter how many people we have been or lost previously. We just want to find that stillness, that warmth. It is all we have ever wanted and we will look for it our whole lives--

every place we go, every person we meet, maybe.. just, maybe.. this is the one.


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