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My horoscope, for once in my life, is oh-so-right. Dayyyyum. Mira:
September 2, 2006
Mercury, the planet of communication, opposes Uranus, planet of sudden change. You may be working one seduction as someone else is slowly but steadily seducing you. It is time re-assess the direction of romance in your life. Or are you in too deep?
For those of you who know the situation (lol, Las Mujers De La Super Chusmeria. Or El. OR WHATEVER. XD) Bro, can't believe this shit happens to me. When I went to sleep, it was all I could think about. It was like "Alo, no. You can't do that. NO. Block him and never talk to him again, because you a) care about someone else who may never care about you... wait. Then why not? Oh yeah. CUZ IT'S WRONG!!!! It's not a matter of who you like, it's a matter of principle. But eh, I don't plan to be that girl who stayed the same until she met 'the one.' But still, Alo, you aren't meant to be 'the slut,' either." So ya, lots of introspection.
Yesterday my mom sent me on the ultimate guilt trip. First I called her after psychology class and she was all "YOU COULD BE DOING DRUGS OR HAVING SEX OR DOING... I DON'T KNOW WHAT! BLAH BLAH BLAH! YOU'RE A LIAR! A HORRIBLE DAUGHTER! BLAH BLAH BLAH! YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT HOW I FEEL! BLAH BLAH BLAH! YOU'RE GROUNDED ALL WEEKEND! BLAH BLAH BLAH!" Because I've been going to Damarys's house alot lately and doing HOMEWORK, or staying afterschool and doing HOMEWORK, or going to Titi's house and watching the VMAs... and then doing HOMEWORK. Then when I got into the car with her, it was "YOU NEVER HAVE TIME FOR ME! IM JEALOUS OF YOUR FRIENDS! YOU'RE ALWAYS WITH THEM! WE DON'T BOND, AND ILL DIE SOMEDAY! BUT YOU DON'T CARE!" She knows it isn't true. I do hang out with my friends more though. And that pisses her off. I regret what I said to Dami yesterday about dying. But still. She needs to fucking chillax, because the more she tries to suffocate me, the more I'll push away. Which is why I think I let what happened yesterday happen. Even though I'm against those things, I was so angry at my mother, that I didn't care. If I had gone out with my friends, none of it would have happened, and I wouldn't feel so bad now. =(
September 2, 2006
Mercury, the planet of communication, opposes Uranus, planet of sudden change. You may be working one seduction as someone else is slowly but steadily seducing you. It is time re-assess the direction of romance in your life. Or are you in too deep?
For those of you who know the situation (lol, Las Mujers De La Super Chusmeria. Or El. OR WHATEVER. XD) Bro, can't believe this shit happens to me. When I went to sleep, it was all I could think about. It was like "Alo, no. You can't do that. NO. Block him and never talk to him again, because you a) care about someone else who may never care about you... wait. Then why not? Oh yeah. CUZ IT'S WRONG!!!! It's not a matter of who you like, it's a matter of principle. But eh, I don't plan to be that girl who stayed the same until she met 'the one.' But still, Alo, you aren't meant to be 'the slut,' either." So ya, lots of introspection.
Yesterday my mom sent me on the ultimate guilt trip. First I called her after psychology class and she was all "YOU COULD BE DOING DRUGS OR HAVING SEX OR DOING... I DON'T KNOW WHAT! BLAH BLAH BLAH! YOU'RE A LIAR! A HORRIBLE DAUGHTER! BLAH BLAH BLAH! YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT HOW I FEEL! BLAH BLAH BLAH! YOU'RE GROUNDED ALL WEEKEND! BLAH BLAH BLAH!" Because I've been going to Damarys's house alot lately and doing HOMEWORK, or staying afterschool and doing HOMEWORK, or going to Titi's house and watching the VMAs... and then doing HOMEWORK. Then when I got into the car with her, it was "YOU NEVER HAVE TIME FOR ME! IM JEALOUS OF YOUR FRIENDS! YOU'RE ALWAYS WITH THEM! WE DON'T BOND, AND ILL DIE SOMEDAY! BUT YOU DON'T CARE!" She knows it isn't true. I do hang out with my friends more though. And that pisses her off. I regret what I said to Dami yesterday about dying. But still. She needs to fucking chillax, because the more she tries to suffocate me, the more I'll push away. Which is why I think I let what happened yesterday happen. Even though I'm against those things, I was so angry at my mother, that I didn't care. If I had gone out with my friends, none of it would have happened, and I wouldn't feel so bad now. =(