BOYS SUCK HAIRY MONKEY BALLS!!!

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OMFG!!!!!!! I hate ass hole guys!!!!!!! So Jeff told me I'm a horrible person and made me feel lower than SHIT the other day and I'm so mad at him for it that I'm extremly upset and just wanna fuckin do something about it. OMG what a bastard!!! and now Jonathan?!?!?! what the fuck is going on?!?! OH MY FUCKING GOD!!! what did i do that was so horrible?!?! yea..thats right...NOTHING!! i havent done anything to these guys except stand by their sides when they needed someone to hold them up. And now both of them are being the biggest bastards I've ever met. I kinda wish I had never got involved with Jeff cuz he hurt me so bad...I didnt deserve what he said cuz i didnt do anything that i know of...but oh well..im so much better than he is and so much better off without him. At least he leaves in a few months, then i wont have to deal with the fact that he lives like right down the street from me. URGH...i cant say that i actually hate him, because i dont..im just so mad at him. And now Jonathan is starting to act just like Jeff...hmm its like they're the same person. I know they arent..but OH MY GOD!!! I dont fuckin deserve this bull shit and I'm done..the next person to go off on me for no fucking reason is gonna get their ass fuckin kicked...if you hate me that much then tell me and leave it at that...dont go on to tell me that I'm horrible and that I suck and that I should just go shoot myself and all that jazz. I already feel worthless...no need to add to the feeling. FUCK ALL OF YOU!!

-sigh- on a lighter note..i finally got my belly button pierced!! yay..i love it...its great. lol..i seriously thought it would hurt but it didnt at all...but it hurts now and is really brusied...hopefully thats normal...lol.

well im off to be pissed off by myself and then to go get food with Jenndifer...

*~*Kat*~*