Depression is just a state of mind...
Anti depressants have been upped after I went back to GPs. I'm struggling with it big time, crying a lot, getting headaches and generally being narky. If I wasnt at work, I would probably be asleep for most of the day.
I miss my dog. Susie has been staying with my nan since I moved into the flat because it wouldnt be fair on her to be stuck in the flat all day. I hate it, but its for the best I suppose.
I also miss my nan and need to go down for a visit, but I can't go down til after payday and even then it maybe a struggle. My wages are gonna be a bit less cos I was overpaid sick pay last month (went from full to half entitlement), so that maybe a problem.
Work is a lot of the cause of the stress, its a weird environment of us and them. Which isnt the best place to work, but you have to learn how to work around it. I am still learning, which is why I get so wound up about it. I am going through phases of anger then upset, but that could just be the depression I suppose.
I should be happy. I managed to get a flat of my own, I have a job, and I am about to go back to college to study the CIPD Certificate of Personnel Practice. Trying to be, honest.
I miss my dog. Susie has been staying with my nan since I moved into the flat because it wouldnt be fair on her to be stuck in the flat all day. I hate it, but its for the best I suppose.
I also miss my nan and need to go down for a visit, but I can't go down til after payday and even then it maybe a struggle. My wages are gonna be a bit less cos I was overpaid sick pay last month (went from full to half entitlement), so that maybe a problem.
Work is a lot of the cause of the stress, its a weird environment of us and them. Which isnt the best place to work, but you have to learn how to work around it. I am still learning, which is why I get so wound up about it. I am going through phases of anger then upset, but that could just be the depression I suppose.
I should be happy. I managed to get a flat of my own, I have a job, and I am about to go back to college to study the CIPD Certificate of Personnel Practice. Trying to be, honest.