Jun 14, 2005 11:21
You know, I spent the past three months wishing that school would be over and then I could have fun the whole summer. Now I am wishing that it had never ended. I am so fucking sad right now, and certain people keep making this worse. No body even knows how bad I feel.
Krys is going to be working Sunday through Thursday everyday from 2 to 10, and I am going to have to work on Saturdays and Sundays. We are NEVER going to see eachother over the summer, and then he'll go off to college and I'll see him like once a month. This is so fucking horrible.
And then certain people feel the need to ruin it even more for me because she "doesn't believe in love." Yeah fucking right. I don't care if you don't, I still do and I really feel like I found it, and because I have found it, you have to ruin it. Even if you do feel like that, you don't have to tell me. Why can't you just let me be happy for once in my life?