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Oct 26, 2004 02:50

I still have no boots. Looks like I'm stuck wearing the same stupid pair for the rest of my life. Even though they are falling apart... I'm too cheap to buy something for retail price, I'll end up regreting it later on and hating what I buy. I know, I'm lame.

My costume is still at a stand still. Although I am actually looking forward to Guavaween. At least we have something to do for Halloween, you know? It could be alot worse. I really wanted a good costume this time around and that is starting to worry me. Alot.

*Changes subject*

I actually picked up a pencil the other day and started sketching. For anyone who knows me really well (which is probably only Jesse), this is a rare thing. According to the world, I'm an arteeest. Have been since I popped out of the womb. I do alot of ink works and my main subject is people. Growing up without any friends, all I did was sit around and watch everyone around me. So it's kind of natural that I chose them as my point of interest. That and if you can draw a person decently, you can draw just about anything. I always have to be difficult like that and pick the harder subjects. That's why I stopped playing bass guitar, it was too friggin easy. And there's no way I'm chopping off my nails. Fuck that. Anyhow, I'm a little giddy that I'm drawing again. Even if it's half assed cartoons or scribbling. It's nice to be creating.

Speaking of 'creating', I have been working on a few new DIY items for Ebay. I keep looking at all the cheesy, half-assed crap that people on Ebay piece together and wonder why the hell anyone would buy it? I can't just stick a ribbon on a cut-up band shirt and stamp my name on it. I have to take it like five steps further and be a god damn perfectionist. Everything I make has to be sewn well, perfectly aligned, and functional. I have a few all black gothy items getting their last touches before being posted. Looks like I'm getting in touch with my 'spooky' side again. Somehow, this is putting me in a good mood. I think I work opposite from everyone else.

There's no pics in this post, so I doubt anyone well comment.
*shrugs* Eh, oh well.
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