ha, you're nice. i look so happy. i was on drugs. sad fact of college.
I never really got to know you or anything, so I hope you don't mind me being slightly weird. you sound like you're depressed at school, which will happen. All I can say is [and when i say this i really wish someone told me this when i was still in high school], is that no matter how depressing, lonely, stupid, etc. high school is, find comfort in being in an area in which you belong. Senior year was a badddd time in my life, and i'm going through another one, 3,000 miles from home surronded by practically strangers with no point of reference or comfort. Sadness or not, you have school, you have people who know you, you have houses which are at least somewhat yours-- in a word you have a strata-- and as fragmented, malicious, or detremental to your happiness that strata is, it will heal.
I'm sorry for sounding so dictatorial. I know that i have no idea what your specific problems are, and for that matter, who you are in general. I guess I'm just trying to comfort myself, in some sick, projected way. Please dont take it personally.
I never really got to know you or anything, so I hope you don't mind me being slightly weird. you sound like you're depressed at school, which will happen. All I can say is [and when i say this i really wish someone told me this when i was still in high school], is that no matter how depressing, lonely, stupid, etc. high school is, find comfort in being in an area in which you belong. Senior year was a badddd time in my life, and i'm going through another one, 3,000 miles from home surronded by practically strangers with no point of reference or comfort. Sadness or not, you have school, you have people who know you, you have houses which are at least somewhat yours-- in a word you have a strata-- and as fragmented, malicious, or detremental to your happiness that strata is, it will heal.
I'm sorry for sounding so dictatorial. I know that i have no idea what your specific problems are, and for that matter, who you are in general. I guess I'm just trying to comfort myself, in some sick, projected way. Please dont take it personally.
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