Nov 07, 2004 00:45
Yeah i havent wrote since thursday, and u know what who cares?? Seriously what the fuck is the point of life ne more? There is none. Once you think things are going to turn out right, life fucks you over.
WORST NIGHT EVER!!!
I've been looking forward to going out with alie for the last week and guess what THE NIGHT that we are susposed to go out she calls and says "im too tired to go out." WHO DOES THAT?? She has told me all week how much she cant wait to go out with me on the weekend and then fucking ditches me? I dont think anyone understands how mad i am. And then to make the night even better... i tell her that im pissed at her and she says ok we need to talk come over later. So i call her later and guess what? Shes not too tired at all to go out, shes out and about with people and isnt home to talk. So she in a way ditched me twice. Lastly i dont think she understands how much in love i am with her and how much this hurt to get ditched by her. I dont even think she cares, but i do and im so fucking mad im going to end this update b4 i say somthing i will regret. O Yeah, by the way, thanks for being there 2night when i needed u...(u know who u r)!
P.S.
I LOVE U HERMAN!!!
P.P.S.
I FUCKING LOVE MRS. CONWAY!!
P.P.P.S.
The begining of this update sounded like im suicidal, for all who care, IM NOT!! DONT WORRY!!