I'm dreaming of her/She's seeing other guys/Emotions they stir
Did you ever have one of those experiences where you're looking forward to it much more than the other person apparently was? Well, tonight I finally met Mike after talking to him online for over three and a half years. I saw his band play and they are amazing, and well to be perfectly frank, he is absolutely gorgeous. But when I introduced myself to him, I got a handshake (when I was direly hoping for a hug) and I don't think he quite thought of me as "gorgeous". Overall, it was incredibly awkward. I've also realized that these sorts of situations seem to happen to me a lot more often than I wish that they would. I have to stop getting attached to people so soon, it's a bad habit, I guess that you could say. Well, the fact is that I would really like to get to know him better and like hang out with him some other time. But at this moment, I highly doubt that he's going to want to do that any time soon. For once I just wish that a situation like this would just totally work out in my favor, just for once! But I guess that beggers really can not be choosers. I've got to stop doing this to myself. At the moment, I don't know which ending to the night would have been more painful:
1. He finds me attractive and I don't find him attractive at all.
or 2. I find him attractive and he doesn't find me attractive at all.
All that I can say is that the pain would best be described by the second category, and I really wish that wasn't the case.
1. He finds me attractive and I don't find him attractive at all.
or 2. I find him attractive and he doesn't find me attractive at all.
All that I can say is that the pain would best be described by the second category, and I really wish that wasn't the case.