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I feel like I don't even know you anymore. Your smile seems dark and yet faded to me. Your eyes don't sparkle with splendor anymore. Your hair has lost it's shiny lustre and your body has lost it's comforting form. I feel like I don't know you anymore or perhaps even what you've become. Maybe this is the way "us" is supposed to be. With you forgetting that I'm really here, and me forgetting that you don't really care. I'm losing touch with the way that I am, you're losing touch with the way you could be. I want you to be in control, and yet it seems it's always me, calling the shots deciding what's okay and what's not. For once, could you make the first move? Make it so it's not always me who will lose? Your kiss is like flames searing through my lips, parted only by fingertips. This driveby shooting of soldiers lined up, neatly pressed then poured into a cup. Drink it up, swallow it whole, eat me alive, never give back what you stole. Wake me up early, put me to bed late, and "joke" around saying that I'm your soul mate. Stop saying words that you can't take back, lodged within confusion and formed for an attack. Well bring on this holy war, this mighty fight. Rolled into a dream and blazing full of light. Kiss me once or kiss me twice, take a chance and roll the dice. Forget your troubles, forget your pain, realize the issue then ignore the rain. Blaring music in your ears, to get your attention or maybe for tears. Do you believe in the words that I say to you, could you really think that all I said was true? Smoke the cigarette down to the core, you know I hate that smell that lingers past your door. Clavicles and ribs cut straight through the mountains of discontented nightmares and waterfalls of sin. Throw it into a box and lock it away for good, the only way to keep your misery where it would, cause more trouble then it would cause you good. Sailing away helpless without a crew, don't you know I'd do anything for you.