First of, Drama over LiveJournal is dumb. I'm sorry. Chance, You make it seem like I hate you guys together. I'm happy you and Nicole are happy. You make it seem like I don't try to talk to you when I have so many times in the past. Yeah, we used to be close and really good friends, but times and people change I understand that. But, I don't understand how you can just stop talking to me because you have a girlfriend. I understand that we wouldn't have as close as a friendship as before, I mean thats a given but to basically just stop talking to me? When I didn't do anything wrong to you in the first place? I used to like you, now I don't, I haven't for a WHILE. I'm happy you found someone. I really am. And I don't know why people are like "Oh she still likes you. Thats why." They are not me, they don't know how I feel about someone. I just see you as a friend, that drifted apart and it sucks. Yeah, its always gonna suck when you are close to someone and then your not. I mean just that comfort of knowing you have that someone to talk to. I have made more and better friendships now because of it. I do try to talk to you, its like talking to a wall sometimes. Maybe you don't see it, I don't know. I wish we could be friends, I know not as good as before but still. I'm not the only one being "immature" here. And I never said I wanted to see you guys break up, I love Nicole, she's one of my friends, why would I want her sad? Me and her are fine. I guess if you want to talk I'm here, But I always have been and you don't seem to care.
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