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Jul 14, 2007 00:05

i find it extremely hilarious that for a couple of months you can be so engulfed in either a friendship or a relationship & maybe four months from then you barley talk to that person. there are things that remind you of that person that you would be like "oh they do this" or "they have that" and then four months from that you see the same things & think that to yourself but it doesnt have much effect on you.
its so weird to think that people grow apart & grow away from each other. they live their lives without you in it, and things go okay for both of them.
its all a part of growing up.
when i was little i would always tell my mom "i wonder what's gonna be happening in my life in highschool"
i would think it would be forever from then, but it came soo fast.
when people would tell me that you grow up to fast, i never believed them. now i belive them.
highschool goes by faster then you think & responsibilites that you never even thought about come so quickly into your life.
i have to apply for colleges soon & get my life together.
a few years ago all i cared about was when was i gonna kiss my boyfriend lol

im going to be okay and move on from this.
i can talk about him & not feel sad.
i've distracted myself from him so much that it doesnt even bother me anymore.
im taking my time to get over him and move on.
im so proud of myself.

things are loooking WAY up & im so thankful for my friends
:]
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