i really miss him.
i miss his laugh, his corny little snorts. his geekyness. how he gets really excited over a tom clancy game or an article about a gadget. how he yells at me when i doubt myself. how he blows me kisses and calls me beautiful. how we spend hours on the phone debating about who loves each other more. it's hard to be inlove with a guy who is across the world doing exactly what he loves and you can't stop him. it's hard to love a marine, who are known for unfaithfulness. but i do. i do. i hid our relationship before. but i feel like this is my heart, and no one can take it away. i really miss him. i wish it was october, so he could come home, and i could just touch him. kiss him. hold him. i miss my marine.