Bikini dog washes
this has been the hilight of my day.
Random occurances, notes, thoughts and such.
(Sheri is going to be so impressed if this works.....
-I'm made at my Indian(Shawn). I didn't think I would be but I am. I don't know why I get upset when people I love make choices that are seemingly stupid...because I shouldn't...I stood by Courtney for 6 years with the Pat drama. But it just seems to me if you break up with a girl then she goes and dates your best friend for months and then decides that wasn't the best idea because she still loves you but you've dated 24 times over 4 years....it just might not work. The worst part is how he's avoiding me. I wonder if it's because I'm a bitch....maybe. Yesterday I asked him if his fucking face was broken or if he didn't know how to dial a phone. I guess that was a little harsh considering he's hurt from Stampede and got kicked in the leg yesterday losing a bit of blood...alot of blood...but still....actually...I guess I'm just being a bitch.
- I spent a better part of yesterday with Vicki. It was pretty much fantastic. She's been a mentor of mine since I was probably in Grade 10 and helped me come through alot of great things. If you live in the Edmonton area and are interested in a really great tarot card reader...ask me and I'll give you her number. I know longer go to Vicki for answers to questions or direction but rather to make sure I'm going to the right direction. It was pretty fantastic yesterday, she told me there was nothing to advise me on, it was all happening and I just have to keep leaping in places that I want to take a step back.
-the not so hilight of the talk with Vicki was something I had already been told and is making more perfect sense but quite possibly one of those things you don't want to hear? So if I've been avoiding communicating or socializing it's because I don't know how my brave face is yet. Dr. S told me, and vicki repeated yesterday that my weight gain over the last year and health issues most surely make an equal sign with Insulin Resistantce, quite often Pre-Diabetes. When Dr. S first told me he did it in a kindly way expressing that I needed to support my Pancreas once again (When I was in Olds I had a terrible virus in my pancreas) and lower all sugar intake. This was right before stampede so I just dismissed the info for about 10 days of chaos. When Vicki told me yesterday in the category of "something you might not want to hear" it rang a little more true. Bah. No sugar, no alcohol, no fruit. I don't really want to tell anyone mostly because it is none of their beeswax and I refuse to become diabetic of any sort but I don't want to tell people I'm on a diet so I'm cutting out the sugar because you get the supportive, 'that's crazy, your not fat'. It's especially going to be retarded because starting next week I'm travelling for most of the month. I read the couple books recommended on it and you need to plan starches with proteins to level out the insulin and the glucose which makes strange combinations. I'm not allowed to do fruit or fruit juices for the first little while and my body still doesn't digest raw vegtables and therefore...fish and salad with a cracker is going to be my new staple? haha I also don't want to do this living with Laurie because she assumes I have an eating disorder which I try to express to her I don't. Just because I don't like steak and potatoes and prefer tuna and rice doesn't mean I have an eating disorder. I think my plan of attack for this bullshit is to plan out meals, every day...and buy a cooler and pack mini lunches. And reherse script of why I have drastically changed my eating choices and my alcohol intake. Maybe I will tell people I have a drinking problem and am in AA? Changing diet to support my liver...sounds less retarded/more retarded? On the plus side with the combination of the herbs Arno gave me I have already been losing quickly...one day soon I will fit in pants again.
- Text messages I have received over the last 4 days that I have saved in my phone
'my feet are really stinky, watch out'
'I bleach my balls after every rodeo'
'it's not your fault, you're a whore'
'why do I have nipples if I'm a boy and don't really need them'
'my dick wants you'
'littlest hobo need not apply'
'that fuck face has been fucking a fucker'
Goodness I love the people I know. I loved Ians text about the nipples, I almost drove off the road in laughter.
-Today I had a bikini dog wash in my moms yard. It was mucho fun! I washed Arrow, Dory and Emma with the hose and then got to smell their clean heads tonight when I kissed them good night. I totally cleaned out my Jeep tonight...vaccumed and washed inside and everything! People are going to be impressed. I got to feed the puppies real food for the first time in their lives, they are 3 weeks old now and throughout the day I swear they get smarter. I love this age because they are so easily influenced and now when I saw 'Hello puppies' they all start wagging their tails at the sound of my voice even though they can't really walk yet. Puppies make the world better...no jokes.
-Tomorrow I have 2 clients and an appointment/dinner date with Lisa and Corky. We are going to have a weiny roast by the river which I'm extactic about. Lisa lives west of Cochrance by Ghost River Dam along the Bow River and it's absolutely stunning out there. It will be good to get some mountain time before I embark on the incredable journey of craziness and wonderfulness.
-I'm stoked from Street Scene and SD and Jody the most. San Diego is my vacation destination since I've never been on a real vacation ever especially one to a beach! Sand, Surf and boys....can it get much better? I think not.
-I gave my mom a haircut tonight which is scary because I stopped cutting hair all together years ago and even back then I was trained to. I'm thankful to say she didn't turn out looking like a stooge or having a mullet. She was even shocked. Tomorrow when she wakes up we may have to re-vamp it a little. ps. I was really going to give her a shmullet for funzies...but...it was late and I questioned whether or not she'd kill me. mwhahaha.
-It's fucking hot. Fans are the best invention ever.
Random occurances, notes, thoughts and such.
(Sheri is going to be so impressed if this works.....
-I'm made at my Indian(Shawn). I didn't think I would be but I am. I don't know why I get upset when people I love make choices that are seemingly stupid...because I shouldn't...I stood by Courtney for 6 years with the Pat drama. But it just seems to me if you break up with a girl then she goes and dates your best friend for months and then decides that wasn't the best idea because she still loves you but you've dated 24 times over 4 years....it just might not work. The worst part is how he's avoiding me. I wonder if it's because I'm a bitch....maybe. Yesterday I asked him if his fucking face was broken or if he didn't know how to dial a phone. I guess that was a little harsh considering he's hurt from Stampede and got kicked in the leg yesterday losing a bit of blood...alot of blood...but still....actually...I guess I'm just being a bitch.
- I spent a better part of yesterday with Vicki. It was pretty much fantastic. She's been a mentor of mine since I was probably in Grade 10 and helped me come through alot of great things. If you live in the Edmonton area and are interested in a really great tarot card reader...ask me and I'll give you her number. I know longer go to Vicki for answers to questions or direction but rather to make sure I'm going to the right direction. It was pretty fantastic yesterday, she told me there was nothing to advise me on, it was all happening and I just have to keep leaping in places that I want to take a step back.
-the not so hilight of the talk with Vicki was something I had already been told and is making more perfect sense but quite possibly one of those things you don't want to hear? So if I've been avoiding communicating or socializing it's because I don't know how my brave face is yet. Dr. S told me, and vicki repeated yesterday that my weight gain over the last year and health issues most surely make an equal sign with Insulin Resistantce, quite often Pre-Diabetes. When Dr. S first told me he did it in a kindly way expressing that I needed to support my Pancreas once again (When I was in Olds I had a terrible virus in my pancreas) and lower all sugar intake. This was right before stampede so I just dismissed the info for about 10 days of chaos. When Vicki told me yesterday in the category of "something you might not want to hear" it rang a little more true. Bah. No sugar, no alcohol, no fruit. I don't really want to tell anyone mostly because it is none of their beeswax and I refuse to become diabetic of any sort but I don't want to tell people I'm on a diet so I'm cutting out the sugar because you get the supportive, 'that's crazy, your not fat'. It's especially going to be retarded because starting next week I'm travelling for most of the month. I read the couple books recommended on it and you need to plan starches with proteins to level out the insulin and the glucose which makes strange combinations. I'm not allowed to do fruit or fruit juices for the first little while and my body still doesn't digest raw vegtables and therefore...fish and salad with a cracker is going to be my new staple? haha I also don't want to do this living with Laurie because she assumes I have an eating disorder which I try to express to her I don't. Just because I don't like steak and potatoes and prefer tuna and rice doesn't mean I have an eating disorder. I think my plan of attack for this bullshit is to plan out meals, every day...and buy a cooler and pack mini lunches. And reherse script of why I have drastically changed my eating choices and my alcohol intake. Maybe I will tell people I have a drinking problem and am in AA? Changing diet to support my liver...sounds less retarded/more retarded? On the plus side with the combination of the herbs Arno gave me I have already been losing quickly...one day soon I will fit in pants again.
- Text messages I have received over the last 4 days that I have saved in my phone
'my feet are really stinky, watch out'
'I bleach my balls after every rodeo'
'it's not your fault, you're a whore'
'why do I have nipples if I'm a boy and don't really need them'
'my dick wants you'
'littlest hobo need not apply'
'that fuck face has been fucking a fucker'
Goodness I love the people I know. I loved Ians text about the nipples, I almost drove off the road in laughter.
-Today I had a bikini dog wash in my moms yard. It was mucho fun! I washed Arrow, Dory and Emma with the hose and then got to smell their clean heads tonight when I kissed them good night. I totally cleaned out my Jeep tonight...vaccumed and washed inside and everything! People are going to be impressed. I got to feed the puppies real food for the first time in their lives, they are 3 weeks old now and throughout the day I swear they get smarter. I love this age because they are so easily influenced and now when I saw 'Hello puppies' they all start wagging their tails at the sound of my voice even though they can't really walk yet. Puppies make the world better...no jokes.
-Tomorrow I have 2 clients and an appointment/dinner date with Lisa and Corky. We are going to have a weiny roast by the river which I'm extactic about. Lisa lives west of Cochrance by Ghost River Dam along the Bow River and it's absolutely stunning out there. It will be good to get some mountain time before I embark on the incredable journey of craziness and wonderfulness.
-I'm stoked from Street Scene and SD and Jody the most. San Diego is my vacation destination since I've never been on a real vacation ever especially one to a beach! Sand, Surf and boys....can it get much better? I think not.
-I gave my mom a haircut tonight which is scary because I stopped cutting hair all together years ago and even back then I was trained to. I'm thankful to say she didn't turn out looking like a stooge or having a mullet. She was even shocked. Tomorrow when she wakes up we may have to re-vamp it a little. ps. I was really going to give her a shmullet for funzies...but...it was late and I questioned whether or not she'd kill me. mwhahaha.
-It's fucking hot. Fans are the best invention ever.