My veins are throbbing..
I went to Ambers last night with Ash & Nikki. I love them they make me laugh. I love running through wet puddles, picking "plants", watching Chris ghetto fab dance in the car, letting the mean guy at 7-11 keep the 2 cents, lighting plastic slurpee cups on fire, watching amber pull locks (& i mean LOCKS) of hair out of her head so Nikki can light it on fire, talking about peoples last names like Queef, calling and telling a slut she had an STD, driving around at 2 a.m with Cassi as she goes on a physco bitch hunt, riding on a magic carpet, watching Judge Judy at 3 a.m, & waking up at 2 p.m.
I wish i was happy. But i have so many reasons not to be. It really sucks. Im second-guessing on a lot. And i jump to conclusions too quickly. Im also having cramps from hell and i want to cry just thinking about this excrushiating pain ive been having and will continue having for atleast the next four days. I want to be with Mike right now. Im so confused. I just want to cry.
I wish i was happy. But i have so many reasons not to be. It really sucks. Im second-guessing on a lot. And i jump to conclusions too quickly. Im also having cramps from hell and i want to cry just thinking about this excrushiating pain ive been having and will continue having for atleast the next four days. I want to be with Mike right now. Im so confused. I just want to cry.