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So after the eventful morning i had and poms, my mom informs me that shes going over to my grandparents house cuz my grandmother is having people (aka family i've never met.. aka nuns) over. so i had planned on hanging out with Caitlyn since i decided to be a loner and not do anything yesterday, but NO, my mom says "wanna come? there will b a lot of food?" so even if i DIDNT go, i wouldnt b able to hang with Caitlyn cuz i wouldnt have a ride. so i went with her. it was tres ennuyer (boring.. i think its ennuyer? or it could b ennuis? yeah.. its summer) anyway, i ate a shitload of food. i think i gained about 15 pounds. im such a pig. have u ever noticed im the type of person who will eat my meal, and then eat the remainder of everyone elses? yeah, well i am. i dont really like it.. i wanna b skinny... and pretty... and hot... and bangable (i am NONE of those things) but anyway, i'll get back to that later. so i chilled with the nuns for a while, had about 5 helpings of each dessert there was, played the piano, and watched tv.. fun. i was there for 10 hours with pple over the age of 50. what else was i supposed to do? well around 830, there still WASNT anything on, so i was forced to watch... yes, im going to say it.. an E true hollywood story on Britney Spears. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! ok, im over it. but i realized that even tho she cant sing, and she cant dance, and she has the most annoying laugh... shes really skinny and has a nice body. i want her body. (not sexually u sickos.. i mean i want to look like her.. without the masculine face) so i've been thinking that i really need to cut back on the food. i REEEEEALLY want to be skinny.. not like marykate olsen anorexic skinny, but britney spears, lindsay lohan, christina aguilera skinny. u kno?? so im really going to somehow find some self discipline and lose weight.. like a ton of weight. hopefully i'll lose a lot before school starts so i'll have enough confidence to lose more...
i've been also thinking of my careers and such. i've already got a career picked out, and it involves working at HOSPITALS! im not kidding.... u can stop laughing. it doesnt involve blood or needles so im all set!!! ...will u stop laughing im serious. anyway.. i've also been thinking of being a back up dancer cuz i REEEEEALLLY want to b that too. i mean, i probably wont be dancing in college cuz i'll b focused on tennis (and thats if i get better and dont suck) so i'd like to b dancing behind a celebrity like Christina Aguilera (preferably her) or Justin Timberlake, JC Chasez... ya, i kno, i've got crazy ambitions... but i really want to :)
i've been so emo lately..
<3 Akin
i've been also thinking of my careers and such. i've already got a career picked out, and it involves working at HOSPITALS! im not kidding.... u can stop laughing. it doesnt involve blood or needles so im all set!!! ...will u stop laughing im serious. anyway.. i've also been thinking of being a back up dancer cuz i REEEEEALLLY want to b that too. i mean, i probably wont be dancing in college cuz i'll b focused on tennis (and thats if i get better and dont suck) so i'd like to b dancing behind a celebrity like Christina Aguilera (preferably her) or Justin Timberlake, JC Chasez... ya, i kno, i've got crazy ambitions... but i really want to :)
i've been so emo lately..
<3 Akin