Jan 27, 2003 20:29
I'm sittin' here cussin' out my radio. How rude. On this station, the top 8 at 8... Justin, my tour buddy, Senor!... He's number 8. What's wrong with you guys! I think he should be number 1!! *slaps forehead* Good song.
Onto other subjects. I saw somethin' that made me cry today! It was the first time that I actually got to sit down, and watch Driven, with myself. It was weird. They had a bunch of the talent shows I was in when I was younger, and a lot from when I was 9, right before my years as a Mousie. They were showin' my first grade teacher, my Uncle, a few local DJ's and a bunch of local people... And they were talkin' about how the parents of my fellow classmates were reactin' to me and my performances. And how the parents would tell me to just drop out, and to please not join the talent shows. My Momma was real serious, and said how hard it was to tell your Elementary student why the Mommy's and Daddy's were bein' so mean.. *sigh* Then I saw her cry. I haven't seen my Mom cry in a while, well actually.. To be honest, I've only seen her cry a few times, she's a very strong woman. And seein' the look in her eyes, seein' her cry... on TV, for the first time... Talkin' about me... It just made me break down and cry. *shrugs* It got to me. I miss my Momma, I love her to death. I think some of the decisions I've made in my life, have disappointed her.. Kinda, hurts.
I can't make it too long. I need somethin' to eat before I pass out. *laughs*