64. Where did the time go?
It's April already. Thats crazy. MCAS today wasn't that bad. Pick a character from literature that has changed as a result of a particular event-- identify the character and event; not hard right? Of course not.
Track season is going well. Yesterday Tony (and Bee) showed up during practice. I thought it was the cutest thing. I might have been kinda bitchy, though. I him to go away before he gets in trouble and come back at 4:30. AND HE DID :) Aw.
I miss him a lot. I haven't seen him for a day and its killing me. I want to take all the bad things I had said about him and to him for the past few months back. I take it all back. I regret ever letting him go. I know that just a simple "I'm sorry" isn't going to be enough, but I am sorry and I truly love you. I mean it, and I hope you know it. I can't let you go again-- I won't. I promise you I won't put you through that ever again. I was wrong. You don't know how happy it makes me to think that you didn't just say "screw you" and walk away from me. You stayed and waited. No one else would ever do that for me. No one else ever cared that much for me. I know that you will always be there for me and that I could always rely on you for everything (literally everything). I love you & always will, boyfriend :)
*Sigh* Since I got that off my chest... hey! :) Today was alright-- day went by fast. I found out some little bitch wrote about me on a bathroom stall. Apparently it says "Malyna is a ho" except they didn't spell my name right? HAHA, 'cause thats SO true. I haven't seen it yet, but I want to. It pisses me off how people do that. They can't say it to my face? Whatever, like Cassie said: "Don't worry about it, at least you know its not true." Okay, 1... 2... 3... *careless* So, what's new? 2 proms (maybe) and a semi-formal coming up. It's going to be exciting :D
Track season is going well. Yesterday Tony (and Bee) showed up during practice. I thought it was the cutest thing. I might have been kinda bitchy, though. I him to go away before he gets in trouble and come back at 4:30. AND HE DID :) Aw.
I miss him a lot. I haven't seen him for a day and its killing me. I want to take all the bad things I had said about him and to him for the past few months back. I take it all back. I regret ever letting him go. I know that just a simple "I'm sorry" isn't going to be enough, but I am sorry and I truly love you. I mean it, and I hope you know it. I can't let you go again-- I won't. I promise you I won't put you through that ever again. I was wrong. You don't know how happy it makes me to think that you didn't just say "screw you" and walk away from me. You stayed and waited. No one else would ever do that for me. No one else ever cared that much for me. I know that you will always be there for me and that I could always rely on you for everything (literally everything). I love you & always will, boyfriend :)
*Sigh* Since I got that off my chest... hey! :) Today was alright-- day went by fast. I found out some little bitch wrote about me on a bathroom stall. Apparently it says "Malyna is a ho" except they didn't spell my name right? HAHA, 'cause thats SO true. I haven't seen it yet, but I want to. It pisses me off how people do that. They can't say it to my face? Whatever, like Cassie said: "Don't worry about it, at least you know its not true." Okay, 1... 2... 3... *careless* So, what's new? 2 proms (maybe) and a semi-formal coming up. It's going to be exciting :D