49. What's the worst thing I could say, things are better if I stay

Jan 18, 2005 21:42

Well well. School was pretty OK.

A Spanish- didn't do my project, so I asked Ms. Sawyer if I could present it tomorrow 'cause I "forgot it". Oral Presentations, then went over some stuff for exams.
C Bio- I hate that class so much. Uh, didn't do much. Study group at my hizzouse on Sunday. GOD I need that.
D English- Got a lot of tests and stuff back. Went over Ch. 5-6 in the Scarlett Letter
E PE/Wellness- Um. Volleyball. I got switched out of my "group" with Courtney, Emma, Han, and Kristi :( That was sad. I'm over it. Lunch... hahaha, we always do the same thing everytime we have that lunch <3 It's kinda funny ;)
F Geometry- Played Jeopardy as review. HA. yeahh.
G History- Made up Qs for Jeopardy; talked about Semi and Napoleon Dynamite (I'm sure Sam enjoyed her tots afterschool ;p haha "tots & english exam"! that was funny).

Beau came over today, just to chill before he goes back to college Thursday. He won't be back until March :( His mom called the house like a thousand times-- yelling at ME because he shouldn't be over b/c of exams. Eh, I guess I shouldn't take it too seriously. I mean, my mom would probably be like that too.

FINISHED my Spanish project. FINALLY. god, that took so long. It looks like I did it in like 2 minutes, its so bad. Er, there goes my easy 'A'.

I don't know whats going on. I've been thinking about him lately. Its sort of... weird? I like him a lot, but I'm not sure whats going on with me & him. Are we dating, just friends? Tell me, 'cause I dunno. Someone told me that he "likes" me, but he's unsure (?). And I hear things like he doesn't want a girlfriend (which is fairly understandable), but I just don't know. I'm so confused. I don't want to bring it up-- maybe 'cause I'm afraid to? Maybe 'cause I like him so much that I don't wanna say anything to ruin whats there (if there IS anything there... if that even makes any sense)? I'm not being like obsessive. Its just been bothering me. I just want to know.
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