25. Stop all your lies
I don't get it. What did I do wrong? Why do people have to lie to me? Seriously. Do you know how much it hurts?
I don't know who to believe anymore. I don't know who to trust.
Alyssa-- you understand that what if what you're telling me is a lie, then you're destroying everything I have? All the things I've built with Tony, all of the things me and you have together. I don't know if I should believe you or not, because I heard Tony's side of the story and he told me he wasn't cheating on me. Don't lie to me. I'd appreciate the truth, why do you really want to break us up?
Tony, if you're lying to me, then I don't know anymore. You make it so hard for me NOT to believe you. Just tell me... please. I don't want anything to get in between us. I want to be together as much as you do, but its hard if I don't know who to believe. I need the truth.
Both of you them were very convincing. In all seriousness, if no one tells me who's lying then I'm just gonna block both of them out of my life. I don't need anymore lies, especially lies from the 2 people who are closest to me. I can't stand that! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST FUCKING TELL ME! GOD!
I'm so fucking confused. I don't know if there is a conflict between you two, but whatever it is it better stop. Why can't we all just get the fuck along?! FUCK.
Edit | 06:05 (it just hit me)You know what, if Tony did really sleep with that girl, that was 9 months ago, Alyssa. I don't know why you brought that up now! If he really did fuck her, I'm just going to have to live with it. I love him too much to break it off. It was a long time ago. Leave the god damn past behind. I'll move on, I'll forget. I don't care. If it happens another time in the future, let it happen. I want to find out myself. But for now, I'm staying with Tony, and thats that. I'm sorry if thats gonna make you mad. If you don't trust him, thats fine. It's my choice to stay with him and if I get hurt, thats also my fault. Don't worry about me. I made my decision. If this incident of "He did that, She's wrong I didn't" happens again, then I'm just not going talk to either of you. Good? Awesome.
I don't know who to believe anymore. I don't know who to trust.
Alyssa-- you understand that what if what you're telling me is a lie, then you're destroying everything I have? All the things I've built with Tony, all of the things me and you have together. I don't know if I should believe you or not, because I heard Tony's side of the story and he told me he wasn't cheating on me. Don't lie to me. I'd appreciate the truth, why do you really want to break us up?
Tony, if you're lying to me, then I don't know anymore. You make it so hard for me NOT to believe you. Just tell me... please. I don't want anything to get in between us. I want to be together as much as you do, but its hard if I don't know who to believe. I need the truth.
Both of you them were very convincing. In all seriousness, if no one tells me who's lying then I'm just gonna block both of them out of my life. I don't need anymore lies, especially lies from the 2 people who are closest to me. I can't stand that! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST FUCKING TELL ME! GOD!
I'm so fucking confused. I don't know if there is a conflict between you two, but whatever it is it better stop. Why can't we all just get the fuck along?! FUCK.
Edit | 06:05 (it just hit me)You know what, if Tony did really sleep with that girl, that was 9 months ago, Alyssa. I don't know why you brought that up now! If he really did fuck her, I'm just going to have to live with it. I love him too much to break it off. It was a long time ago. Leave the god damn past behind. I'll move on, I'll forget. I don't care. If it happens another time in the future, let it happen. I want to find out myself. But for now, I'm staying with Tony, and thats that. I'm sorry if thats gonna make you mad. If you don't trust him, thats fine. It's my choice to stay with him and if I get hurt, thats also my fault. Don't worry about me. I made my decision. If this incident of "He did that, She's wrong I didn't" happens again, then I'm just not going talk to either of you. Good? Awesome.