irony
on friday the 13th i officially became happy again. doug and i are back together, and to quote retarded teenagers, its for good this time. i am convinced beyond a shadow of a doubt that this is who i'm supposed to be with. fate wouldnt keep taking me back to him if i wasnt. and i think that enough friends of mine have threatened his life to know that they will hide the body so that its not findable if he does hurt me this time. so we will see where this goes. catch you kids later.