long time.

[dirrtay_jew]

It's been a long time since I've last written. Almost four months actually. I spent the majority of my summer at Coniston and my days off with Kirt. It was a busy summer and slightly disappointing. I was home for less than forty-eight hours before I had to leave for college. I didn't even get to say goodbye to half of my friends. Coniston wasn't what I expected it to be, but some good things really came out of it. I got a lot closer with Sarah Jennings (PA style), and I met Chrissie and Jo. We shared some good laughs. It was just so different being there without Annie....I've known her since i was what...eleven? I don't know. College is also not what I expected to be. I feel like I'm in highschool all over again. The people here are so unbelievably shallow and judgmental. It's so disappointing, and I'm looking into transferring after this year. Granted, that's not the only reason. I decided to become a double major, physical therapy and social work. I'm not too impressed with the program here for physical therapy. Basically I would have to get a degree in either biology or athletic training. I'm probably going to have to do that at any other school I decide to go to, but I don't really like the program here. They also don't have a social work program. I always complained about not wanting to be close to home, but I really do miss my sisters. My father had pneumonia a few weeks ago and was home from work for a few days. That really scared me. Ever since Lily died, I get really paranoid when anyone in my family gets sick.

I don't really know where I'm going with this.

Kirt comes down next weekend. I'm so excited to see him. It'll be so nice to just get off campus. Even though I'm in a big city, you honestly need a car to get anywhere. It'll be nice to be out of my dorm room, even if it's just going to his hotel. I don't know. It'll just be nice to have someone I really like around. People here kind of suck.