Jul 29, 2007 20:46
Whats up with that feeling that feeling of ending? what happens when it all falls apart? Its like you come to stand still and all that was, is and is to be, becomes one. I don't know but as life moves forward i feel like i am falling behind. Why is that? its really weird everyone in my life is branching off and its like i am on the outside watching staying between reminiscing the past and observing the now. I wonder if it is cause i am home 24/7 in bed cause of my surgery or its just what happens when the world is in transition i mean i wonder if i were capable of going out every night, would it be the same? I really feel nothing i feel stuck like that feeling when you are really high and focus on nothing but your so foucsed...
Anyways lol hope summer is good for everyone.