wha......?! its been that long!
omg.....i cant belibe that its been so long since i last worte in this piece of crap thing..........meh. oh well.......here's the update. a whole lot of shit has happend in the last month since i write in here. i ended up in another relationship that went down the shit hole(they always seem to do that....hmmmm....) and had decided to leave things the way they were.......but um a guess i really cant do that since there is only ONE TRUE PERSON THAT I LOVE!soooooo.........were hitting it back again and i dont think that i've been ne happer. oh.....im also working on writing new music on my guitar...and trying to learn some really hard sh*it like "thunder struck" by AC/DC and "master of puppets" by METALLICA. omg, that sh*it aint no joke.......try playing thunder struck with ONE HAND!!!!!!!! WTF! how does that S.O.B do it! sh*it, ne way im getting better. on a sader side of things.....i just got laid off of work today:( but its ok, i got $158 in my pay check. so im happy. sorta, i wish that i coulda gotten more so that i could get a F***ING plain tickit and what texas is really like..........ok ok not really, it would by just so that i could see jess....hang out and do some stuff( i dont think it to appropreate right now to say) but yea. ne way i love u jess oh and thanx for the dedicated journal entery, i loved it. thank u so much baby i feel so specal now love ya.