May 27, 2005 22:02
So i wrote a song today, but i cant sing it because i dont have quite the emo voice, like i imagine it being sung.- So, here goes.
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A BeautifuL MistakE:::
*
Broken smile
out of touch
Shred a dream
It makes no difference
So i'll keep my distance.
*
The sun falls on my pillow
So i sing my silhouette for you
Ya, only you.
*
You wont be there tomorrow,
So throw away the
Fiction
And i hand you
Ya, only you,
My reality.
*
It's the hardest thing
To fall in the favor of you
To bury my fiction,
Bury my fiction.
*
Unlock the door
Of defense
Shake out the demons
Of mistake.
*
Tears stream
The soldiers face
Violence wakes his
Soul.
Thrashing on the
Lines of insanity.
*
Matchete her heart
With your guns blood shed
The fucks have fallen
Victim to your actions.
*
Help with rigid ends
Force of shredding ones soul.
*
Unable to crack
The glass.
Rubber walls
Bouncing the trace of
Your voice-
Releave my tention
With decency.
*
I don't owe you.
I'm not what you think
Your what i envy
Your what i hate
Your what i slice
Your what bleeds through to the surface of hate.
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yes, it's true, i get so sick & tired of trying to fight off my depression, sometimes i just need to give in to feel alright.
My depression is my only comfort,
I know i must get rid of it, and i try so hard.
I pray so much, and I've come so far so fast .
But like i said, there are just days where i give in to it.
Oh well, no ones perfect, and the proof is in your puddin'.