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Today was a little shakey. I managed to get up and out the door okay. The transit trip was even decent. That's the thing about a great book (even if you've already read it) can suck you in and make you forget about things for a little while. When I got to work, the first thing I did was have a little bit of a breakdown. I was the first one there so basically only the camera saw me. I ducked into the cooler before it got really bad. Did some orders... Had a little downtime. Not that much though; I was pretty busy all day. I had another small breakdown and I asked if I could take off early. Thank God for that.
By the time I got home, it was dark. I didn't feel too good walking home. In fact, I felt a little scared. I find that I eyeball people a bit more. You just can't trust anyone. Family, and your friends. Everyone else has potential for good or evil. You just have to discern it. Problem is that sometimes you can't see the evil in another human being until it's too late and you're just another file number. A memory of a cop who has seen a hundred worse things than your personal predicament.
What am I supposed to do about this? Is this something you just say, "fuckit" to and forget?
I'l end this with a quote that seems fitting.
Why can't it be like, like, human beings are a planetary disease?
Like the Earth's got German measles or facial herpes"
-David Lister
By the time I got home, it was dark. I didn't feel too good walking home. In fact, I felt a little scared. I find that I eyeball people a bit more. You just can't trust anyone. Family, and your friends. Everyone else has potential for good or evil. You just have to discern it. Problem is that sometimes you can't see the evil in another human being until it's too late and you're just another file number. A memory of a cop who has seen a hundred worse things than your personal predicament.
What am I supposed to do about this? Is this something you just say, "fuckit" to and forget?
I'l end this with a quote that seems fitting.
Why can't it be like, like, human beings are a planetary disease?
Like the Earth's got German measles or facial herpes"
-David Lister