May 02, 2002 12:33
So after the tour I flew back with WD, Wade and Uncle Justin. I wanted to give dad and JC some time alone. We got the phone call late last night about dad going to Russia, so I decided it would be better if I went home. I get home and everything is a mess. Dad and Jayce aren't talking, I can't get ahold of Uncle Chris or Uncle Joey (what are they doing?) and JC's in this like catatonic saddened state. I don't know what to do, maybe I should have stayed with WD, but he knew I had to be here. I should be here, celebrating with dad and JC, but...*looks around* it doesn't look as if they're celebrating much.
Dad said that when he leaves I have to stay with WD if Wade and Uncle Justin let me. I wish WD and I could take care of ourselves so we could have our own place or something. Most of all I want to go to Russia with dad and Jayce, but I know no matter how many times I ask he's going to say no. He's right though, I don't belong there. I just refuse to let dad and JC go together when they're so upset with one another. I sure hope they work things out before they go...
Me, I don't know, I guess I'll just go sit in my cage and wait till dad gets home and see what happens with he and JC.
*sighs*
Maybe a little nap won't hurt either...
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