only this time, it's for real. i don't care if you read this or not (actually i hope you do, contrary to what you think.) but either way, i need to get this out. i'll back off and give you the space you need. this is a much-needed break, isn't it.. at least i won't have to deal with having another heavy-hearted wordless conversation with you which ends in tears for a while.
i miss you already.. i hope we'll get through this in one piece, stronger than before.