same damn planet every time i look
i had a year....
1. Performing anything goes at fenwick...it was right before the first tour of the oaks, but it was like my last hurrah at Fenwick...i don't think i'll ever again be able to find the dynamic that was in the BFG
2. The first time i smoked the marijuana with ben, bob, steven, and deming....good times at mcdonalds and elsewhere, not like i should be proud of doing drugs ever, but a pivotal night none the less
3. going to linden oaks mid may and never going back to fenwick. i learned a lot about life and about the human condition...actually i've probably had some of the best experiences of my life there
4. Spending the month of June with penn. it was my first serious relationship, and i learned a lot once again about myself, about pain, and about what it means to truly be willing to do anything for a person, even if it means giving them up
5. matt and siegel day part MMXVIII we had a fucking blast involving many conversations late into the night, random calls from the ER informing me of my mom falling off shit, lollapalooza, and a general feeling that life was going to be ok
6. Germany with SMG. i felt more spiritually connected to anything than i ever have in my life. getting to share that experience with people i'm so close with and meeting becky from the oaks there again was a really pivotal experience. it taught me that religion, faith, and spirituality are very different things. and though some are less tangible than others, they are all very very real
7. deciding to transfer to central, which was probably the best decision i have ever made. thank you all of you who had a role in making it the best path i could have possibly followed
8. readmitting myself to the oaks. i realize that most of my year was based on therapy, changing schools, and girls, but thats basically what my life has been. seems kind of funny now that i actually say that, but it rings very true....strange
9. halloween 2005
10. the entire time i have shared with katherine since cella left 9th period gym. it was as though every possible bar on logic, self protection, and self control were destroyed, and i discovered how large a role someone you've known for barely more than a few months can be the most important thing you have ever encountered. for once in my life, i feel like i actually have a best friend that i don't have to convince myself is real
so things now arent great, the next few months are going to be fucking hard as hell, but whatever happens i'll make it
i love you all, because if you have taken the time to read this, i must matter at least a little
so thanks, ok?
1. Performing anything goes at fenwick...it was right before the first tour of the oaks, but it was like my last hurrah at Fenwick...i don't think i'll ever again be able to find the dynamic that was in the BFG
2. The first time i smoked the marijuana with ben, bob, steven, and deming....good times at mcdonalds and elsewhere, not like i should be proud of doing drugs ever, but a pivotal night none the less
3. going to linden oaks mid may and never going back to fenwick. i learned a lot about life and about the human condition...actually i've probably had some of the best experiences of my life there
4. Spending the month of June with penn. it was my first serious relationship, and i learned a lot once again about myself, about pain, and about what it means to truly be willing to do anything for a person, even if it means giving them up
5. matt and siegel day part MMXVIII we had a fucking blast involving many conversations late into the night, random calls from the ER informing me of my mom falling off shit, lollapalooza, and a general feeling that life was going to be ok
6. Germany with SMG. i felt more spiritually connected to anything than i ever have in my life. getting to share that experience with people i'm so close with and meeting becky from the oaks there again was a really pivotal experience. it taught me that religion, faith, and spirituality are very different things. and though some are less tangible than others, they are all very very real
7. deciding to transfer to central, which was probably the best decision i have ever made. thank you all of you who had a role in making it the best path i could have possibly followed
8. readmitting myself to the oaks. i realize that most of my year was based on therapy, changing schools, and girls, but thats basically what my life has been. seems kind of funny now that i actually say that, but it rings very true....strange
9. halloween 2005
10. the entire time i have shared with katherine since cella left 9th period gym. it was as though every possible bar on logic, self protection, and self control were destroyed, and i discovered how large a role someone you've known for barely more than a few months can be the most important thing you have ever encountered. for once in my life, i feel like i actually have a best friend that i don't have to convince myself is real
so things now arent great, the next few months are going to be fucking hard as hell, but whatever happens i'll make it
i love you all, because if you have taken the time to read this, i must matter at least a little
so thanks, ok?