Fingers Crossed

[dirge_de_valeur]

The need and want to help others often undermines my want to put myself first in places. This is why I always end up covering everybody's shifts at work for them. Recently, it's putting me under a lot of pressure and is going to make me do something I'm probably going to regret; BUT if it works out I can probably make a lot of people happy.

Of course, last time I did this, I intended to use it for everyone instead of just for myself, and it blew up in my face...

Yes this is purposefully ambiguous.

- Dirge