Living and Life
Tonight when I got home...I really just wanted a place to write stuff down. So.....I thought of the one place I have always been able to do that....which is Livejournal. So. I cranked up my iTunes with some Cash Cash and started to write. Over the past few months I have gone through alot of shit...which I don't think I deserve. But then again when do any of us feel like we deserve the bad things that happen to us? My most frustrating venture revolves around one person (who will remain nameless). It's just sad when....people choose not to talk to you..even though it has been months and when one thought that you two had reconsiled. I just don't understand a person that can hold a gruge that long...especially when what happened wasn't even that bad.....I have never lost a true friend before....and this time I have...and I can't do anything more about it....so I am giving up.......
Another problem I am having is my current living situation and both the way my house is being treated by my roommates, and just the lack of respect that they both show tword me. EXAMPLE: About three days I log onto facebook to find that I...have been invited to a party, AT MY OWN HOUSE. When I informed my roommate that I had work at 7am the next morning that I would prefer not to have the party at our house...or at the least bring the party to about 12:00am-1:00am. These ideas did not please my roommates and they stomped away pissed. So I decided that everyone had already been invited to this party that it would be easier to just to sleep at my friends Emily's house.....so I could actually get some fucken sleep. When I arrived back the next day my house reaked of beer, and my door had been both UNLOCKED and opened to my ROOM....WHAT THE FUCK. I am ready to move out....very very very soon!
I have one more item that I need to get some closer too....and that my friends....... is going to be when I decide I want that to happen...which I also feel will be very very soon. Thanks for all the support everyone who has ACTUALLY been there for me...no matter if you still are or not.
Another problem I am having is my current living situation and both the way my house is being treated by my roommates, and just the lack of respect that they both show tword me. EXAMPLE: About three days I log onto facebook to find that I...have been invited to a party, AT MY OWN HOUSE. When I informed my roommate that I had work at 7am the next morning that I would prefer not to have the party at our house...or at the least bring the party to about 12:00am-1:00am. These ideas did not please my roommates and they stomped away pissed. So I decided that everyone had already been invited to this party that it would be easier to just to sleep at my friends Emily's house.....so I could actually get some fucken sleep. When I arrived back the next day my house reaked of beer, and my door had been both UNLOCKED and opened to my ROOM....WHAT THE FUCK. I am ready to move out....very very very soon!
I have one more item that I need to get some closer too....and that my friends....... is going to be when I decide I want that to happen...which I also feel will be very very soon. Thanks for all the support everyone who has ACTUALLY been there for me...no matter if you still are or not.