Mar 06, 2005 21:20
As of late..I have been thinking. I find that the people I hang out with...such as tonight at (The Secret Spot) are the friends that I think every person should have. About a month ago my life changed. I switched into a new program, and have had no regreats. Tonight one of these people felt like the rest of us don't appricate what they are doing..This person wants to stop trying...and for once I felt the worst feeling...knowing that one of my group of friends was down.
On the way home I was listening to Keen..(sp)..and it was surreal..Its funny becasue I don't take drugs or drink yet I still feel as if I have a purpose in the world. Anyway back to this friend..I am planning on getting this person something. But it needs to be something worth while, something to make them feel as if we do really appriciate what they are doing.
We layed on pick-nic tables watching the stars, and listening to music from someone's car at the secret spot. I didn't know really what I was thinking...I don't even think I was. Listening to people talk around me, knowing that for some reason who ever put us on this earth, decided that I and the people I was with's paths crossed, and we could spend that time..just talking, being us.
I know this whole LJ sounds stupid, and corney, but thank you to all those that were out at the resterant/secret spot tonight.
DONE..