natural euphorias are great :D
After much bitching and moaning, I have come to a few realizations..or maybe it's one big one...you decide lol;
- I don't need a guy to make me happy..it's mostly ME that makes me happy...and i love my friends *especially the ones i bitch to the most, mush love for putting up with me lol <3 <3* I spent a while sorting things out..and i'm not mad at mike anymore for breaking up w/ me..if he lost the feeling there's no way to blame him...i'm mostly over it *and him* but it would be nice to be friends eh?
If i do get a call or w/e from him asking for us to get back together *which i know won't happen at all* it won't happen..for risk of another breakup. I'm only a one time deal type person..wow that sounded so wrong lol. ANYWHO if people get mad/upset/wonder why we don't...i say screw them..b/c as some really good friends put it, my personal opinion is the one that matters most, not yours. Same if i get into a relationship soon *which prolly will NEVER happen again rofl* and people say rebound..i don't care. Let them think what they want..hell..they can even say it to my face *go on i dare you.*
I'm just living up every day as much as I can and enjoying every minute of it :D. I love hanging out w/ my friends and my sister and everyone else. I love what i do in my free time..the loving myself completely yet i'm not quite there but i'm working on it. Lisa you should be proud of me...i don't think i'm hideous looking every day..just every other day lol. Hey..it's an improvement.
So that's my little/big spiel. Have a great day everyone!!
<3
*for those who haven't noticed this was on myspace too lol*
- I don't need a guy to make me happy..it's mostly ME that makes me happy...and i love my friends *especially the ones i bitch to the most, mush love for putting up with me lol <3 <3* I spent a while sorting things out..and i'm not mad at mike anymore for breaking up w/ me..if he lost the feeling there's no way to blame him...i'm mostly over it *and him* but it would be nice to be friends eh?
If i do get a call or w/e from him asking for us to get back together *which i know won't happen at all* it won't happen..for risk of another breakup. I'm only a one time deal type person..wow that sounded so wrong lol. ANYWHO if people get mad/upset/wonder why we don't...i say screw them..b/c as some really good friends put it, my personal opinion is the one that matters most, not yours. Same if i get into a relationship soon *which prolly will NEVER happen again rofl* and people say rebound..i don't care. Let them think what they want..hell..they can even say it to my face *go on i dare you.*
I'm just living up every day as much as I can and enjoying every minute of it :D. I love hanging out w/ my friends and my sister and everyone else. I love what i do in my free time..the loving myself completely yet i'm not quite there but i'm working on it. Lisa you should be proud of me...i don't think i'm hideous looking every day..just every other day lol. Hey..it's an improvement.
So that's my little/big spiel. Have a great day everyone!!
<3
*for those who haven't noticed this was on myspace too lol*