May 08, 2006 19:23
For the past few days i was fine....but today i don't know. I got up, practiced karate type stuff at athens, went to the bank and came back here...and as i was sitting there in the living room i let my mind fill with memories of mike and i..and now i feel depressed again. Arg damn regression. I didn't cry though...i think i ran out of tears to cry over him but i'm not sure.
On Sunday though my sisters were awesome and whatnot..this is what one girl wanted to call him and ask;
"hi..this is stephanie..heather's friend. So, you told her you could ask any questions about the breakup, so i'm asking you this right now. You said that you weren't being a good boyfriend, why weren't you? Why were you slacking??"
lol..it was amusing. April brought up a few good points too and Joanne seemed to know what i was going through *and i felt horrible for slightly lying to them when they asked if i was ok and i told them i was **i'm not one hundred percent really..but eh..what are you going to do?** * and yeah..sunday was an overall good day.