Oct 17, 2006 23:43
I hate it.
i fucking hate it here.
im so miserable.
every day is just worse than the last.
sometimes there are fun parts of the day but thats all there is.
its cold and raining
i hate my life and i wish i was some where else
i really dont know what to do
i feel like running away and FUCKING my education
fucking everything and just living off of whatever i can and risking my life
i need something
i havent been this depressed in a long time
im very unstable
and i cant control my temper
or my moods
im so fucked
i dont FUCKING KNOW what to do
sorry for being so emo and dramatic
but i feel like shit