wow <3
so yeah i have not felt this in so so so so long. i dont know if i ever have felt this good in my whole entire life. I dont kow how i got so lucky. I think ideserved him through all the sht ive been through. We started out as good good friends and now we are just amazing. He treats me amazing. He treats my friends amazing. Ive never had this many compliments from anyone in my life. He makes me feel so good about myself. I dont know whats gonna hapen with us but im so lucky to just have him in my life. We went to his rugby formal last night. He was the best date and the hottest date there. I just look at him and m heart drops. Im so nervous and scared i think anyone would be in my position. He is so much to lose. He is such a good person. i Love cuddling with him and i love his kisses. I dont want anyone to ruin this and i dont think they will. Hes already changing me for the better, with confidence and trust. I come home for a month in a few days. Im happy he lives like 5 minutes away i hope I see him. Its so sad i wont be able to sleep next to him at night. He is growing on me so much. everyday i like him more and more. And i trust the fact he likes me too <3. everyone loves him. hes such an awesome funny sweet person. ah. im so happy.
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