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i hate mysefl. ii wish i was different i wish iw as pretty i wish i wasnt sad allt he time i wish i had a boyfirend i wish i was nicer. i waish i was better i wish i didnt fuck up i wish i wasnt a bad person i wish i was nicer to my parents. im so fuckng loneky. i wish i had someone. someone who actually careds right now i have no one. i feel like shit. i odnt want to se\llepp i want to diue i wish someone would kill mei rwally do. i dont want to live dobt wAAnt to be here anmore. ins o upset all the ti e its bnot wrth it. im sprry for awayd making mu irenfds sog r yhjough this shilt BNOTHER LONE, IGTH WHEN YOUR WASTED AGAUB. kim so sad. i miss my firneds i miss being happ i mis niess being wit zomeone. its not uckign fir. why do kooks hve to fucking matter iy hurts. im osrryu for everythihg i ever did wrong to anyone . i wish i culd be better. i love my rokmate im sorry shes figthing with her boyfirend she reallhy loves him.i rwA;;Y ;PBR HER. I LOV E CJ TOO. ims o sad. i hate being like this. i wish iw as fuckig n normal. i hate rying it hurts my heart and my chest and my throat. and tears make your face wet. i dont kike it. i issh i iddnt feel anymore. but pleaaseeee dont let it be. another lonely night when your wasted againnqjenyou forgot abotut us when your lips graise your neck but this lonely night ill never forget thatyou gave to her what i hope youd save for me. .... im so fucking sad,. i dont know what to do anymore. im sorry. im gonnq go brush my teth. goodnight. i lov you LL.